Miss Elizaveta

Yesterday on the phone with Miss Melia Elizavita. I named her that way.. OK. Dreamt of Melia. Talked to her till idk? Felt asleep straight away. So it shall be a secret rite Miss Melia? ahahha

KOOKOKOKO

hELOOOOOOOOOOOOO...... Training just now was greattt... Not much player attend.. .. out of words k bye

OUT of my mind

Well i decided to blog privately already. Its better. Inviting only a handful whom i trust . See ya later

Will nt be usin blogger anymore. Changed to ***.. happy finding :)

Saturday

Going out with Ahmad later on.

Some jobs to do aites?

ahaha!!

Nobody wins when everyone is losing

One step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind,
There's still time to turn this around
Should we be building this up
Instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late.
Trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

And i think it will always be never enough.

I knew

All along i knew i am just wasting my time on something that i should never had.

What is the use when effort is being used up for granted and appreciation is not being given.

I knew this is going to happen but i am just going against my instinct.

KARASHE

Im out of words. It Is hard to describe. I do not know how to express it

Time seems to pass so quickly,

leaving the story of us.

There wont be your laughter

to kiss away all the loneliness

in my heart anymore.

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia,

dan kita bersama saat dulu kala.

I am not sure. Confused.

Low iq

Its a bad fate for them.I pity them much.I cant imagine if i were to be one of them.God,thank you very much for making me like what i am now.I am grateful to you.

100th post in 21months

I cant sleep.Cant help with it.Its bothering me.

Waiting as the clock ticking.I looked as the needle jumps from second to second.My heart is beating with full of patience.The only moment it stops is when i sneezed.Heart-the world's most hardworking thing.It stops i die.

Still waiting. It just seems it wont ever ring. Its hard to understand others even if you thought you knew them more than anyone else.I learned a lot through experience.I cant explain anything.It is what humans usually face.A feeling that cant be describe.

I know i cant live without u, without you i cant see colours,mum,myself and does not know the meaning of existent .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD !Thanks a lot for making me being able to see the world.Thanks a lot for that precious chance.You support me too much in terms of education,shelter and the most important thing is happiness.Nothing in this world can replace with what u had given me.Thanks dad.

Boredom

Home alone.
Getting boring..
Tomorrow is headstart..
Homework not completed.

Cautious

U just make stuffs complicated by jumping straight to solution.
Humans were given brains to think,not just by using for the sake of using.

Unexplainable

Im confused with what i am going thru

Sleepless night

Scrum-half's job
Its 1257 and im still not tired or sleepy.Otp with girlfie.Later on match.Tell you the results later.WEEE

Headstart was okay.Class finished at 1130.
Tomorrow Rugby match at 8 in school against Greenridge Secondary school.7 a side match.Holiday is going to be a bore.O level is coming near.Less than 365 days.


I love you much

THE other night

Head start program was a bore ..


I am sorry what i had said to u yesterday and regretted it fully.
Struggling to do my best but you are the one whom can make decision for yourself .. You are the one who knows whats best for you.Just speak out and i will grant ur wish right away.Speak out.

Okay okay, blog's kinda dead already.
Anw , Fee here .Nothing better to do, that's why i came to blog and update fr syhrezd . :D

I haaate blogger. But somehow hes still using it. Hahahhaha. Anyway blogger is getting worse day by day, ehyy ? Look at the photo resolution when photos are being posted up in the post. So so so damn fugly smetimes, lol.
I'll end here.

Tc, readers. ^^

Happy birthday to me!

Firstly, i would like to thank GOD for making me alive till now for the past 15 years.Next,i would like to thanks everyone for wishing me.You're the best guys and girls.

And to Alfian,2 years!!(too all out there whom is curious,we are not gays...only something that we share in common (: )weeehooooo..ahaha...you know i know

IM OUTTA MY MIND

Well look at the time.Its 0246 and i cant sleep.Later on school.Perhaps getting back some results.Hmphh.Few more hours to sleep.K bye

2 more days to go,which means 4 papers left.Tomorrow 3 papers.Gosh!All other paper was quite okay.Just wish me luck

P.I.T.A

I am laughing my ass off currently!!OH-MY-GOD..since when in the world i would suspect my own cousin,Asyraf,whom is also my classmate telling you everything about me to you behind my back.?

Well to all of you whom might me confused of what i am typing currently,be patient.Seriously,i cant be bothered with how she feels currently.But it just pissed me off.

Well i am glad to the person whom cares about me so much, which is also known as her informer, wants the best for me by telling her all the truth that i ever wanted to tell.I do not even know that there is someone out there whom cares about my life very much.Perhaps,that someone could publish my own auto-biography. :)

Wow.In the first place,why did you care asking others about me?

lol! I feel like an untamed bitch posting this!!hahahhaa

:)

Exams is great.isnt it?

I cant wait for it to end.Seriously.

Cant wait for training.Cant wait for life to be back to NORMAL as it usually does.

Distractions are making me go mad.

For sure they are distracting me.

Is it difficult to trust someone nowadays?


andandand



Happy birthday to my beloved sister in law!!!
Thanks for everything

Goodbye

Goodbye to Bogor and Subang student. I miss you all. All the fun things we had together. Especially you. I cant help myself but to let the emotions go although it is very weird thing to do.I miss them!

Seeing the one you love go and having a less probability of coming back is the worse thing you will ever face.

Its very fast.Last week they came here.And now my mind is recalling every second they are doing as though it is traveling back to 270909

WELCOME SEKOLAH MENENGAH PERTAMA NEGERI 1 BOGOR

Indonesia students arrived to Singapore today.I host 2 students.They are friendly and easy to mix with.Brought them back home to settle down then headed to meet family for Raya.They collected a lot!More than me!Hahaha.Then headed to IMM with Aefy and Syeerah.Then went back home with Sushies for them.Tomorrow to school with them and we will see what will happen next.Bye

150909

School was fast today although the timetable for today is superb boring.Luckily Chemistry teacher did not come and i just made a sweet escape.I think the mother tongue teacher forgotten to collect our assignment which only Zulaiqah had completed it.Went back home after school and end up doing nothing.

Currently reading "How to talk to anyone" by Leil Lowndes.The book was very interesting into reaching out to anyone you want to talk to or impress them somehow.I think it will help most especially to those who are starting their business.

Till here!Bye

I think im back

I decided to gave blogger a second chance.I wonder how come the problems became bad to worse.

School starts today and exams are around the corner.Rugby training will be held on Wednesday.Holiday assignments are moving smoothly except for Chemistry.I can't wait for English oral.I guess the last time i took it was last year or maybe earlier this year but i had forgotten.I sucks when it came to picture discussion since primary school but the rest is okay.

I am not sure what to do tomorrow.Raya is coming and my room yet to be done especially my wardrobe which i left it almost halfway.

I pitied that someone.We will try our best to help you mate.Few months to go.



Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving. ~Albert Einstein

haiyoo..i am going to stop blogging temporarily till the time comes..bb

Hi

Remember to take the pledge tmrw at 20:22..I love 22(2nd time)...kae whatever..What is wrong with blogger..i hate you..ahaha..


K..Tmrw National Day .. Happy birthday..bye

Hi

Remember to take the pledge tmrw at 20:22...kae whatever..What is wrong with blogger..i hate you..ahaha..


K..Tmrw National Day .. Happy birthday..bye

Ouch..My stomach is bothering me currently.Elder bro decided to rub some ointment on me.I swear it burns like hell.I screamed while running around the house like monkey !!! Oh my Gosh .. Could not use water as it defeats its purpose.Yesterday was nice!A lot of things happened.But too bad i need to post it on the next post..Blame my stomach!!

Title title title

OMG..after school relax with Hanif,Zul,Yassin and the rest..It was damn hillarious..Yassin uhh...tsk3...then rugby..C div match..EHEM....Back home..tadahhhh...Done typing

SICKISH

Today did not attend school as i had flu yesterday.Today suddenly had fever.A lot of people get sick this days.I got 2 days of MC.Poor Ahmad need to go to the polyclinic as his temperature strikes 39.2 degree celcius.It was funny as he would check his temperature every 5 minute and insist of going to the sick bay.Whenever he went down to the general office his temperature would be low,but in class it strikes up.Hahah!Even 5 minutes before the school bell rings yesterday he still checks his temperature.

Bored to death.Wonder what they are doing in school.

Life

Its been difficult

22

Today is the day where somehow i am amazed with..its been exactly a year since i had a surgery 220708..220709 where the longest eclipse in the century is held..22 is the jersey number that is worn by me for rugby..2210 is where i i landed my fot on Earth..1022 is my o's index number..2210 is the day when i did the most stupidest thing with my besty Alfian..haha!well..i just love 22

WAAA

Today woke up at 6+.Damn i thought today was Monday and i dream of not completing Miss Diana English homework..Scary man!Then packed back and complete the homework..Parents went to Malaysia for I Don't Know reason..Tomorrow school.Yeah!

OKOK

Today madrasah like normal.Study go home typing . No one at home..Mummy off to hosp wth Dad!watch Baby Afeeq...Aww!just 1 mnth and admitted to the hosp again..dangg..

IDK

From 9a.m-5.17p.m clean up room..great!!!


Tomorrow school!!

Homework done!


Bye

How should i know

I guess school was great(not really)..English period was the best today followed by maths and Mother Tongue was bored as usual..

The night before had difficulty of sleeping..A lot of things had been crossing through my mind..Problems kept coming one by one..





Ive lost someone trust and i am guilty of it..Ive done wrong..say whatever u wanna say because i don't mean it

damn bore

school opened and i like it..nothing has change..tts it bye

Been very tired lately.Dont know why.I kept sleeping and when i woke up i still felt tired.Aiyo.Super tired.Maths a bit more!So many sia question.English done.Science not sure.DnT halfway.The rest i dont care.Maybe i dont care.But surely must care or else die uh.New semester new resolution.ceyh waste time...Cant wait for school to open!!!crazy!!

So much for a change

TRAINING was great,i guess?We learnt how to sidestep and whatsoever stuff..Life been the same everyday as if i am being locked up in a cell.Daily routine as usual.Holiday feels like a normal day and time flies so fast that the holiday is coming to an end when it is just starting..

Greatness,i guess?

I could not believe for what i am facing right now.Everything seems wrong nowadays.I just wish i could sit in a dark room where there is no one.Everyone would be great without me.Even mom is happy without me at home.I could imagine how the world will be without me.Parents would not waste their money,school will be great and so on.Its useless now.I am sick of this stuff..


Oh god please help me and tell me which way i should go..Is it the time yet?Or nevermind..















am i or am i not ?

M1 tens

Wow..rugby match was exhausting..1 way transport..first match was fine..We are the only school that use all sec 3..even Saint Andrew use their sec 4.Anyway,congrats to them for wnning the cup..Bedok town was good too..our journey ends at the plate semis but we are not despaired because we did had fun!!thats it matess..im tired

Hmmm

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY ALFIAN!MAY GOD BLESS U!

Okay..today is Alfian birthday and who will be next in line??hmm..today is a normal day..tomorrow M1 ten a side rugby.Today not sure if am going to silat.Confirm boring..hehe..No plans today..and last day to think about entering psk..arrr!!!yayaya whatever..haha..k bye

my post seems big today!!lol

I'm happy when i make others happy

Wow..At last i trim my hair.I can feel the wind glide through my head and it do feels nice. lol . Here is my plans for the holidays.

1)complete 3/4 of homework during the first week of holiday.
2)Attend all rugby trainings
3)PSK?
4)Spend more time with families
5)M1 tens this wednesday and thursday
6)any last minute overseas plans??


Was bored just now when little bro got nothing to do with his money,so he decided to buy the little rascal disc.Waste money only but then the show was quite cute and amusing.haha.K see ya on the next post

Too bad

Yesterday was fun..Had kenduri yesterday at cousin house at woodlands.Had fun.Then after finish reciting got my cousin's friend whom had a leg cramp.Hilarious sia..He cant stand up.lol.then everything get back to normal.Went back home at around 11p.m. then woke up early in the morning and here i am typing!!k bye

Last day

June holiday is coming..

Was watching television when this idiot called
(English translation)

Idiot:hey

me:who is this?

Idiot:can i know u more?

me:eh wait

(after 3 min 12 sec)

me:sorry wrong number


ahahahhaa..luckily incoming free..i guess i just wasted your money...ahahaha

ouhkae..no plans during holiday..but i guess will be going out..More trainings..PSK coming up..Deadmeat.(:

150

Wow..interclass touch rugby got 2nd..Basketball first round knock 3v6 out..Tired till now..releived to know tht i passed my english paper and combine humanities..K gdbye..im tired

Gratz Kris Allen but i still prefer Adam Lambert

School was bored..d&t failed...2 passes only in class..haha..i guess the elective is very difficult especially the A.maths student..may god bless them..ahaha..Today is a short day.



i still have the feelings while u just ignored

How could u?

Wow..going to miss my parent..Home alone..But it is quit fun although i do miss mama nagging.ahaha..Tmrw monday which means school..I guess i going to fail all the subjects..i mean almost all..ahahah..End-of-year..here i come(like real like that)..k bye..

boredom

"Anna, thy charms my bosom fire,

And waste my soul with care;

But ah! how bootless to admire,

When fated to despair!

Yet in thy presence, lovely Fair,

To hope may be forgiven;

For sure 'twere impious to despair

So much in sight of heaven."

-Robert burns

Today was a boring day from madrasah..haiz..nothing to do.. K bye..i just love this poem

shut up bitch!lol

Wow .. was shocked upon reading that somebody's blog..do not want to shame her.Say whatever u wish but i guess this is how u react upon not getting something u want..shame on u..even a kindergarten child wont react like that.Just accept the fact that i do not want you.The way u say things as though u had known me for centuries but in fact i had not even talk to u face to face.I react to all this stuff calmly unlike u who only knew to use all that nonsensical words.What a slut u are..

Exam

Ahaha..i still cant forget what Nixon said to me about exam "look up for inspiration,look down because of desperation but you cant look around for information"he is quiet true though.Tomorrow maths paper 1 and Literature and and exam is finishing by next Wednesday.That was fast and i cant wait to train myself for more fitness.Ahahaha..3 more days to exam over.(nt including weekends and public holiday)lol..as well countdown to nx yr o lvl hich is much better..ahaha

saturday

wow..today is considered a boring day.nothing to do.boredom.revision done.cant wait for mid year.in fact cannot wait to get out of pioneer secondary school.homework done.nothing to do now.just update blog for the sake of updating.(tk sincere nyer syahrizad)lol.k bye

8 more days

Hmm.Stayed back after school to study but alas did a bit on studying more on playing.Aiyoo.Hmm.Disturb Ahmad,doing lame stuff then went back home and play comp till nw.Tday shrt post as i am lazy.Arr!!!

Wake up boy!

After school went back home for a while before coming back to study a bit.Then Aefy and Hanif disturb Ahmad who is having his POA remedial.After that,went to stadium with Aefy then met Noi,Syeerah and Ficar.Run run run.After that saw Zaza and saw her train.Went back home after that.Mum naggs and i am feeling sleepy.Boredom always strikes at the wrong time.9 more days to exam and i cant wait for it to ends although it had not even begin I love red

SUNDAY

Aiyo..yesterday night cant sleep although i am sleepy.Someone called and talked till 12+..Woke up and amazed that all of my family members still asleep.Then mom and dad went to JB till now.Boredom strikes.Gd luck Syahrizad for your m-y-e!

I am what i am

Exam is coming near and i am ready to face the test.Bored as usual.Cant help it.More homework which means less time to study.I am starting to miss someone and life is getting much more complicated.Haiz

I duN KNoW

Just now woke up at 7 and then prepare myself for Silat.Went off to MRT and went to Admiralty alone.Training starts at 9 and people starts to came in at 0930.arr!!!Before that when to 7-11 to buy breakfast.Training was easy but i like it most compared to the one in Gek Poh CC.Its all about sparring and preparation for PSK and i enjoy Pak long's story.Funny sia.He and his jokes.Then went back home.I cant beleive i slept all the way from Admiralty till Jurong East.Perfect timing when i get opened up my eyes.When i got out of the train suddenly got this chlorine smell...Arr!!!Then the next train was filled with Beriyani smell..hUNGER!!!aND THEN the men next to me bought OLD CHANG KEE..even much more hungrier.Rush back home..TO eat..haha..bye!

Grant me that wish!

School was normal today.Litterature test was quiete easy.Azman made a fool out of himself in chemistry class.Even Miss Tay cant help laughing although she is damn angry with him.After school went back home to take boots.Then we went for the International friendship day competition with Ahmad,Hanif and Ismat.Right after the presentation,went to rugby and they were warming down!We are late.After that Mr jana shout at us,feel like laughing but then i controlled myself.Ahmad face was so innocent!!!haha.Shock to see Roy is back.Then went to pasar malam with Asyraf,Hanif and Ahmad.We lepak around and pity Ahmad the most.Kena bully ngn Asyraf.Poor thing,seluar kena tarik.Haha.Nevermind Ahmad.Next time we kenakan him!!haha

randomness

What Hanisah say was true.I followed her advise and everything went fine.School turns out ok today.Stay back with Ahmad,Asyraf and Azman basically the 3A'S to acommpany Ahmad and Azman with their so called 'undoned'chemistry homework.I wondered where is Miss Mala now??emm.Straight away after school meet Asyraf and we train our running.My start was quiet good after all but the problem is maintaining it..The stadium was not filled with much people.While running half way my leg crampped.One of the worse cramps i had felt.But at least i get to experience how to persevere through pain that required you to relax in order to shake it off.After that we sit around while watching the Gombak United F.C train.The goal keeper coach was so funny that I an Asyraf cant stop laughing.Went back home straight and rest and off i go to silat.Tomorrow is the last rugby training!!weehoo!!!Can't wait for the plate finals!!!

Its meaningless

Came back school from today,skipped training.Thursday two events clash which is the rugby final and the inter-school speech competition.Very stress.haiz.I thought i was going to the right path but it turns out the other way round,I guess I should not not have said it on the first place but i guess it is better than not saying what u want to say.Haha,maybe i had overstress myself.I cant be calm and tends to panick most of the time.I guess i should go out of these busy life and find myself a much more calm place to relieve all of this nonsense.

random

Yesterday after going back from the silat thingy,play at the mrt...joke around...then today morning..go to admiralty for silat training but then waste time..cancle...go back home..playing comp..little bro get new laptop..elder bro get new camera..me=nil...ahahha..nvm...there is nothing u can do when your parent start to be biased towards u

back to basic

Yeah!!computer ready to use again...I am starting to update my blog and changes my mind in killing it..A lot of things happen..Lol..March holidays went to Indonesia.. Aww i miss them..feeling worried as mid-year is coming near and i am still here slacking,lets just say i am starting..Rugby season is almost over,hopefully we can win the plate category and no need to come to training anymore..cant wait for that!!

hey

wahhh....long time me no update!!ahahaha..bzbzbz..someone special appear..ahahah..guess who??lol..its for u to find out..bb..astalavista!