OUT of my mind

Well i decided to blog privately already. Its better. Inviting only a handful whom i trust . See ya later

Will nt be usin blogger anymore. Changed to ***.. happy finding :)

Saturday

Going out with Ahmad later on.

Some jobs to do aites?

ahaha!!

Nobody wins when everyone is losing

One step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind,
There's still time to turn this around
Should we be building this up
Instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late.
Trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

And i think it will always be never enough.

I knew

All along i knew i am just wasting my time on something that i should never had.

What is the use when effort is being used up for granted and appreciation is not being given.

I knew this is going to happen but i am just going against my instinct.

KARASHE

Im out of words. It Is hard to describe. I do not know how to express it

Time seems to pass so quickly,

leaving the story of us.

There wont be your laughter

to kiss away all the loneliness

in my heart anymore.

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia,

dan kita bersama saat dulu kala.

I am not sure. Confused.

Low iq

Its a bad fate for them.I pity them much.I cant imagine if i were to be one of them.God,thank you very much for making me like what i am now.I am grateful to you.

100th post in 21months

I cant sleep.Cant help with it.Its bothering me.

Waiting as the clock ticking.I looked as the needle jumps from second to second.My heart is beating with full of patience.The only moment it stops is when i sneezed.Heart-the world's most hardworking thing.It stops i die.

Still waiting. It just seems it wont ever ring. Its hard to understand others even if you thought you knew them more than anyone else.I learned a lot through experience.I cant explain anything.It is what humans usually face.A feeling that cant be describe.

I know i cant live without u, without you i cant see colours,mum,myself and does not know the meaning of existent .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD !Thanks a lot for making me being able to see the world.Thanks a lot for that precious chance.You support me too much in terms of education,shelter and the most important thing is happiness.Nothing in this world can replace with what u had given me.Thanks dad.

Boredom

Home alone.
Getting boring..
Tomorrow is headstart..
Homework not completed.

Cautious

U just make stuffs complicated by jumping straight to solution.
Humans were given brains to think,not just by using for the sake of using.

Unexplainable

Im confused with what i am going thru

Sleepless night

Scrum-half's job
Its 1257 and im still not tired or sleepy.Otp with girlfie.Later on match.Tell you the results later.WEEE

Headstart was okay.Class finished at 1130.
Tomorrow Rugby match at 8 in school against Greenridge Secondary school.7 a side match.Holiday is going to be a bore.O level is coming near.Less than 365 days.


I love you much

THE other night

Head start program was a bore ..


I am sorry what i had said to u yesterday and regretted it fully.
Struggling to do my best but you are the one whom can make decision for yourself .. You are the one who knows whats best for you.Just speak out and i will grant ur wish right away.Speak out.